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okay so this time, it was a bit weird i felt all this heavy weight on me and then like i was disappearing into the dream
the dream had some parts it wasn't really in order
 but what i do remember is the photo i drew of him on his msn display picture changing the black and white drawing to higher or lower colour and he was away and for some reason it was a bit creepy
later on i saw a few photos of my parents and sister on the beach and i wrote to them that i miss them, probably because i do, they're in Ukraine for two weeks.
then
i remember being on a beach very similar to where they are, but for the first time i was in a beach in the dream it was very sunny and nice, but i hated it anyway because i know the moment i appear in a beach there is a tsunami right away, it just the way it always was. 
then some guy comes to me and i tell him how i hate the beach because for some reason when i'm there tsunami starts away and he told me not to be scared this time and that everything will be fine, he told me to sit down with my back turning to the water. at first i saw a tsunami coming but the moment the guy relaxed me it disappeared right away and it was alright.
then at the end there was some scene with me and some guy and a little kid we picked up to our car and he cried and i started crying too, then we talked about something but i dont remember what, it was weird and when i woke up i felt really freakin dizzy.

dream

so.. the exam went really great, i knew the answers to everything and i'm finally done with it for life.

on the other hand here's a weird dream i had.
actually beautifully sad, at least in my opinion.

I was at this clothing shop and it had some really pretty clothes such as vintage and lolita

and meanwhile i was at this place that was kinda old but nice? there was a guy who was younger than me around 2 years but he was really nice looking

and he was always angry at me but i didnt understand why

 eventually i found out he likes me a lot

"i was like "why do you treat me like this then and cant just say how you feel

and he was like WHY AM I THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO TELL ABOUT IT FIRST AND CONFESS IT

"and i said "i dont know i mean you treat me like shit and you expect me to think you like me

and then i guess we were a bit angry at each other

 

specially him

 

and then comes the sad part

i was riding a bike

but on a road that was down

and there was a train

and i couldn't stop the bike

so it kept going

and there was a train coming

and welll yeah... i died

so that guy when he saw it

he started crying really hard

and i dont know it was just really sad

but beautiful at the same it
 

and it was night when it happened 

..when it all happened i dont know everything was so perfect looking

except the fact that the train totally ran over me and hit me and i died and there was nothing left of me

but the perfect looking place just kept on looking like this as if nothing happened

river,stars, blue night

.and a crying boy who loved me and wasted his last minutes with me arguing

also I have a big need for food today, not really sure why tho but it's no good ._.