dream

so.. the exam went really great, i knew the answers to everything and i'm finally done with it for life.

on the other hand here's a weird dream i had.
actually beautifully sad, at least in my opinion.

I was at this clothing shop and it had some really pretty clothes such as vintage and lolita

and meanwhile i was at this place that was kinda old but nice? there was a guy who was younger than me around 2 years but he was really nice looking

and he was always angry at me but i didnt understand why

 eventually i found out he likes me a lot

"i was like "why do you treat me like this then and cant just say how you feel

and he was like WHY AM I THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO TELL ABOUT IT FIRST AND CONFESS IT

"and i said "i dont know i mean you treat me like shit and you expect me to think you like me

and then i guess we were a bit angry at each other

 

specially him

 

and then comes the sad part

i was riding a bike

but on a road that was down

and there was a train

and i couldn't stop the bike

so it kept going

and there was a train coming

and welll yeah... i died

so that guy when he saw it

he started crying really hard

and i dont know it was just really sad

but beautiful at the same it
 

and it was night when it happened 

..when it all happened i dont know everything was so perfect looking

except the fact that the train totally ran over me and hit me and i died and there was nothing left of me

but the perfect looking place just kept on looking like this as if nothing happened

river,stars, blue night

.and a crying boy who loved me and wasted his last minutes with me arguing

also I have a big need for food today, not really sure why tho but it's no good ._.